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Filed under: depression

Hrm, so... yeah.

I haven't posted on my actual blog in a while. Not much is goin on as has been the case for a few months. Califur is no longer going to be a event I go to, keep having someone cancel or something when I need to go down. Screw it. I'm not bothering. It's a shitty con anyway. As a result, I'm... happier I don't have to stress about the trip. Oddly enough. Now at least I can get down there for a week and only have to visit a few people instead of relying on well... quite honestly random people so I have a place to stay in gaps. Looking forward to at least Folsom/Dore Alley and getting some more things I really want before looking for a job again. Not a whole lot to update really, been on an emotional rollercoaster of feeling useless, not worth anything, ugly as sin (well, I've never felt THAT ugly per se, I've just been modest), to feeling great about myself, and I look sexy to I can do worth something worth half a damn. So many small projects I want to get done, but no idea how to do them. I've done a few photo shoots in the past few months, those are fun. If anyone wants to see them that hasn't, contact me. I'm on twitter now, btw. I rather like being able to tweet what's goin on and have that sort of be a microblog as that updates to my livejournal as well. An odd thought I have off and on is that I wish Mervyn's didn't go out of business, I liked getting my clothes from them. Now I'm not quite sure where to get my clothes from... hrm. I need to find an American Apparel store near me. Sexy clothing HOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!